tues-1-Dec AKA First day of Summer!

yeah right!!! today was suppoesed to be the first day of summer for us, but NOOOO!!! it rained all day today!!! We didn't see any sun today so I'm in a really crappy mood! :-(
We were working on our sustainability project today for school and of course I'm partnered with Becky! She can be really annoying some times! She just goes on and on and on about not getting to have a go on the computer, because of course there are like 8 computers and that is only enough for one computer per group with one group going to the library or doing some thing else, and every 5 mins, if not less, and says she is bored and I've been on the computer for ages and should share (but I had actually only just got on like 5mins ago!!!), if not I need to give her some thing to do like I'm the teacher or her mother or some thing!!!! She has this really squeaky voice so it sounds like she is whining ALL THE TIME so it just keeps getting better and better (that was extremly sarcastic). Then when I did get off the computer, so she could have a go, she asks me what she do?!?!?!?!?! I could be on there working on our blog we are doing for our presentation but nooooo she has to go on there and just waste time and internet money randomly writing pointless stuff on the blog! ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Do you sort of feel now???
At lunch today we ditched some of our other friends because we originally ditch Anna and Ella and Libby because all they ever did was talk about was boys and txting boys and hooking up with boys!!! Like we give a shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They piss me off soooooo much some times!! But any way, Harriet and Lauralee and people have let them come sit with us again now, after about two months of peace, so Me, Lucy-Ann, Jess and Mollie ditched them and went to sit some where else. Unfortunatly, at the moment Becky is in the same class as us (only for this week *sigh*) and followed us to Room 42 were we were siting and just decided to pull up a chair. ANNOYING AS HELL!!!! MAYBE EVEN WORSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We also asked Kat and Eilish and Jess G to come sit with us if they wanted to get away from harriet and co. Kat did but Eilish couldn't ditch until like the very end of lunch so she didn't make it. We understand and feel for you Eilish.
Harriet is just acting as though I don't exist, so is Libby now that I think about it. But that is nothing new. Libby only ever pays atention to me if she is wanting to, or is, coping my school work (what a wonderful friend she is). Harriet was always similiar to Libby but not as harsh, she would listen to what I said as long as it was part of the larger conversation and barly ever talked just to be unless it was about school and is always making me feel bad or putting me down. But I just ignore and vent it out on you guys (sorry but I need an outlet to get this out on!! It's just so FRUSTRATING some times!)
On a more happy note (i think all my anger is let out for today) we made fun of Lucy-Ann today (she's like my bestest friend in the whole world so she knew it was a joke) about her being anerexic (I may have spelt that wrong and no offense to any one who may be aneraxic) bacause she wasn't eating ANYTHING! She claimed she just had a stomach ache which was most likly true because she went to get a panadol from the student office p4. We believe her. Do you?
I have my trampolining comp this week end on Sunday, really not looking forward to that!! tomorrow at trampoloining practice I have to do to double mini passes just to enter the comp!! (for all who don't know what a double mini pass is, it is a couple of moves done on a double mini which is just a small trampoline) And I have to LAND AND STICK the passes!!!!!! how in hell am I going to do that!!!! I keep falling flat on my face. But that is what my coach is for. I do have to say he is quite good looking he's only in like year 11 maybe year 12 cause he had NCEA exams this year but I'm quite sure only year eleven so he's only bout 2, 3 tops, years older than me!! but it'll nver happen. Though i have seen him looking at me, through the corner of my eye. But when ever I turn to look at him he always turns away really quickly and starts to coach the other people in the same class. Won't linger on it any longer. next topic!
I made a complete fool out of myself on friday at dancing. I was helping out in Jess's class which is just before mine so I get a lift with her in exchange for helping out in her class with patnering. Any way I was standing on the boys side with Max (AAAHHHHH!!!!!!) and some other short guy who's name I do not recall, and we got onto talking about the ball/dance type thing which si coming up on the 19th, as a sort of end of year good bye thing, and I asked if he was going. He said ''no, probably not, cause I went to the mascarade ball which was on last week end.'' and then I was like ''you totally have to come'' and he then replied ''why?'' And I, not thinking before I speak, said ''cause I'll be there!'' I sounded like I was flirting!!!! Which I would be okay with as long as he flirted back, but he isn't at the moment so when I got home and thought back to the conversation, I felt so embarassed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But Max is SOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HOT and CUTE (I don't know if you can but he does!) If I can be completly honest with you guys, I have a crush on Max. I just want to kiss him and make out with him when ever I see him. But I can't. :-( I don't Know what year he is in school but he looks abot year 10 which is only a year older than me. Fingers crossed everyone. Dancing on friday. Will talk to him then.
24 DAYS TIL CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!!!! I already know the main present I'm getting cause I went with my mum to pick it out. I'm getting a bike!!! I've been needing a bike for ages and I'm finally getting one. YAY!!!!!!!!! so happy! But my sister who is only like 12 is getting a 3rd generation ipod touch!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And since my mum can't find any thing for her because she is really hard to buy for, she is also getting speakers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I spent a whole year saving up for my speakers!!!!!!! And she gets the same sort of speakers for christmas, free of charge!!!!!!!!!! HOW UNFAIR IS THAT!!!!!!!!
I should probably get going now. Until tomorrow...
Luv Ya
KENZIE